Friday, May 16, 2008

16 May 2008 - Day 54

Jeez, I have to be honest...I have lost track of days, journaling, meditation, the whole nine yards. I have been so preoccupied this week with all kinds of things, especially Dave. I know that is no excuse. I need to totally bust my ass to get back into the groove. This week I have worked out only twice, and not eaten as well. I vow to get back on track right now. Tomorrow is a new day and I have to do this all for me.

I feel so much better about life, have more energy, and more self-confidence when I am in my rhythm.

I have to be honest, it has been eating me alive to hear all the pain Dave is in, and not being close enough to help. I can't stand it one bit! I can't stop thinking about him. It is making me crazy! Only one week until I get to visit him in Albuquerque...I can't wait!

M=Preoccupied
E=Concerned
P=Tired, lacking energy
S=Disconnected

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