Sometimes the world really surprises me...I can't believe some of the "lessons" I am faced with. It is so fucking hard, while you are buried in them to realize what there could possibly be to gain from them. I try and try to overcome, sometimes even ignore an issue, hoping it will go away, but some seem to never disappear, as much as I want them to. Those are the worst kind. I wish this phase had a "do-over." I want so badly to be through this chapter and move on to the next one. I want to be able to enjoy true happiness for me. I want to find balance in my life, to be free of this torture. But maybe the lesson is a long one...one that takes endurance to tackle. Well, tonight I am feeling very weak, which isn't really something that I am used to. I am a very strong person. It is time for rest and relaxation. Tomorrow is a new day, full of new possibilities and solutions...and lots of smiles.
Cheers!
M=frustrated
E=overwhelmed
P=weak
S=disconnected
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